Just a thought

 Only fools fall in love, and I must say that I rank up there as one of the biggest fools of all. Whatever possessed me to hand my heart unconditionally on a silver platter to someone only to have it end up in the gutter...tossed aside like yesterday's newspaper. It seems as if everything has lost its color. All I know is that I am withering away inside and nothing much matters anymore. Sometimes I ask myself why do I put up with this shit? When did I become this pathetic loser? I can't even respect me and might as well just curl up and die while I'm at it.